While the article title and URL can be considered misleading, I find that the author makes some points that I can definitely keep in mind.
do you ever just look around and wonder: what the fuck is my life?synchronicity is so personal; how do people handle so many emotions, I’m beginning to see how some say that emotions can be fun, I guess it’s because they make you feel vulnerable and human; what. a. summer. this has definitely been, I wonder how I will see this summer when I look back at it in the future; in the past I’ve complained about people who have no personality but sometimes I have the same worry about myself, like sometimes I feel so susceptible to change, I feel so malleable and impressionable that I question whether or not I have a core or what’s at the core or, y’know, why am I seemingly so easily molded and what has the power to mold me, why do some people have such a strong impact on me and then other people have such inconsequential effects on me, but I think I know that I really am the determinant and not any other external factor; sometimes I feel so stuck in my head and isolated and detached; stability and certainty and lack thereof; and I wonder how much of everything is in my head and so how much of that is fabricated, how valid is that; holistic approaches, scripts, being wholly oneself, expectations and disappointments and preparation, the hopeless romantic vs utilitarian realist predicament, playlists; Swallowed in the Sea by Coldplay is playing right now, the significance of the X&Y album, flashbacks; being grateful; being apprehensive.
"Put a condom on your heart." - balancing-the-universe